Dun really feel like blogging...
can only say.. my PRCP really sucks............
really need some prayers......................

Has not been feeling well since ytd.. which cause me to take mc ytd.. have to replace back next wk somemore... =(
Normally i will be fine after eating few tablets of pain killer and some rest... but till now.. i'm still not feeling very well.. but today was able to act normal as i took some panadols from church cafe.. lol.... but still.. not well enough....

Joseph was really nice.. trying to encourage me by quoting what ps daniel said,

being salt of the earth means that when u're being added into the community that u're in, like soup, u disappear within it, but that does not means that u dun exist, but ur very presence will change the community itself, God will bless those who bless u..

thanks alot joseph.. really sorta encouraged me.. =)

today is my off day.. =) but sat and sun i'm working.. argh... dun really like working on sat and sun.. jus by thinking abt it makes me feel so..... haix...

after working in my ward for about 3 wks now.. seeing some of the kids in my ward having illness.. and their family situations.. really makes me think alot.. like i got one patient in coma.. one patient had only 50% of 5 yrs more living.. whereas she's only 5 yrs old as she has tumor in her brain.. a few of the mothers in my ward had married 3 to 4 times.. i got one patient's mom had 4 kids and all 4 came from different fathers.. i got one patient's mom and his step-father was in prision.. while he was being adopted by a angmo and a malay couple.. and was now admitted for suspected abuse.. i also got patient's parents after divorce.. the father called police as he does not want his ex-wife to come and see his daughter.. things turn ugly.. both parents accusing each other.. etc..

makes me even more sure that.. Everlasting love cum happily ever after can only be found in just God and God alone.. and really thank God for giving me a healthy body.. =)

oh ya.. these are my class photos... taken early.. cause we won't be going back to sch till the day of our graduation..





here is the pic of me for my last sem's project- is a video of " post-operation complication"


i'm acted as operating theatre (OT) nurse and patient's relative..




this is a photo i secretly took while we are busy rushing our FYP..

cause i risked my life taking it.. so.. i'm not inside.. haha...

i will miss you two de.. =) and i know u two will kill me for putting this photo.. haha..

i missed eating and drinking in the sch library.. haha.. and the games room.. =)

keith and simling.. =)

khoonx.. thanks alot for giving me a stethoscope for my starting of PRCP.. LOVE YA LOTS AND LOTS..... muacks.. =)

today went to orchard with liji.. too bad.. forgot to take photo..
it has been a long time since we last met.. really had a great time.. =)
too bad the rest unable to make it..

ARGH!!!! tml will be my first day of PRCP.. from tml onwards... u will see me half dead.. from tiredness.. haix.. till now i still dun know if i will be working on sat and sun or not..

pls help me to pray that the sister of the ward will let me choose to work only from monday to friday.. instead of following the shift work of my preceptor.. if not i will have to work on sat and sun liao le..
and also that i will have a good relationship with the staff there.. cause i will be the only student nurse in that ward.. i really very scared.. =(

went out with my DEAR KELLY tat day to vivo!!!
really very long didn go out liao le.. abit like gong gong like tat.. haha..
really miss going out with u gal..

me=)

really had a great time with you gal.. MUACKS!! =)

so touched by wad u said in ur blog.. i feel the same as wad u wrote too.. love you gal!! =)

ytd and today went out with simling and keith.. went to suntec with them ytd to sing k.. while today is have lunch with them at buddy.. =)

next week.. simling go SGH attachment.. keith go Raffles Hospital.. while me go KKH attachment.. everyone jus go diff place work..

tml going to have mac breakfast with tsz yan... she next wk also going SGH attachment..

counting down.. 2 more days of holiday.. =( so sad.................... my slacking days are going to be over soon................... argh............ lol..

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!
wahahahahaha... finally holiday liao le.. wa.. so tired leh.. after this 2 weeks holiday.. will start PRCP in KKH.. got in ward 55.. dun know whether its good or not.. heard that the sister there wasn't really good.. dun know leh.. but one thing for sure is.. i'm going to be very very stress and very very extremely lonely.. cause i will be the only student in the ward.. wa.......
but really thank God.. the economy really wasn't good.. thank God.. i already have a job reserved for me le.. if not.. i think i will have a hard time finding a job.. =)
ytd went to meet Reena for lunch cum follow up.. really have a great time with her.. =) kept eating and eating and eating.. lol..
holiday really very shiock leh.. haha.. during attachment time.. i already started planning my holiday.. i muz rest and rot at home.. if not PRCP start.. i dun even know how to spell relax and rest.. lol.. ok.. abit too over liao.. =)

ps: kelly.. we can meet out shop shop.. eat eat liao le.. tell me when ya free k? =)

finally... tml will the last wk of attachment.. really very tired...

but.. i'm really very happy.. wahahahaha.. on friday.. i finally get to do something that i had been wanting to do.. which is.. wrapping corpse.. i finally get to do it..

and.. tat day.. my patient did something that makes me very sianz diao.. he likes to take off his pants and diaper and pass motion.. den.. as i was helping him clean up.. i find it very weird.. how come the more i wipe the more shit comes out.. den i very sianz de ask the uncle.. "a.. uncle u still passing motion ar?".. and he say "yes".. den i ask him.. den how come u didn tell me? (giving him a smile..) he said.. "i dun know..." (arg............)

tml... have to wake up at 5am again......... =(